The lessons of my life are good and bad. And I was evil.
I got everything I wanted.
Money, power, and even men.
I removed the ones that bothered me and gave my power to those I liked.
The whole world seemed to be in my hands.
But the end of having it all was ruined. Who would have thought that my life, which I thought would only be happy, would end in a handful of shabby ashes?
Maybe I didn’t have anything in the first place…
The man I loved hated me and chose to die, and the people I shared my power with, strangled me.
People pointed at me as a tyrant, and their anger burned my palace. My palace shone more splendidly than ever in the flames.
Yeah, that’s good enough.
Life lessons are enough.
I gladly accepted death.
* * *
“Uh-uh, peek-a-boo?”
But what is this situation?
I thought as I saw the face fluttering in front of me.
This nanny is familiar.
I struggled with my hands and feet that didn’t move like I wanted.
A small hand as white as cotton wool stirred in the hazy air with insignificant movements. chubby little hands like a newborn baby.
“Princess Dorothea. Look here!”
The nanny twirled the mobile over my eyes, but I was more distracted by the nanny’s words.
Dorothea? Did you just say Dorothea now?
My name is Dorothea Milanaire.
The emperor of Ubera was born a princess and ascended to the throne after killing her brother, who was the crown prince, with her own hands.
However, the tyrant Dorothea was executed at a young age in front of all.
“Princess Dorothea, you are so pretty, how can you not smile once?”
The nanny looked at me with a sullen expression.
It’s no wonder I can’t laugh!
Apparently, everyone was calling me a tyrant and calling me to death. But that miserable and regretful end disappeared like a bubble.
It is a dream? Was it a nightmare?
I’d rather it be If it was all a dream…
But even so, the memories of the past were so vivid that the nape of my neck was cold.
The unbearable distress seemed to weigh on the heart and burst the newborn’s weak tear glands.
“Oh, My God! Are you hungry?”
The nanny hugged me as I cried.
The warmth I felt after a long time surrounded me. Warm, comfortable, and thoughtful…
Yeah, maybe this was a lesson. Teaching to live right.
A chance to turn back my life stained with evil and regret.
The burning passion and motivation to live one more life was exhausted and full of fatigue and gloom, but I had no choice but to live it.
That’s right, it can’t end like that again. I will not repeat the same regrets.
Let’s live well.
That is the goal of this life.
* * *
However, as a baby who could not speak or walk, there was nothing he could do right away.
A life where all you have to do is lie in the cradle and squirm while looking at the spinning mobile and sleeping when you feel sleepy.
‘Isn’t crying less without whining the good life I can do now?’
There was no feeling of frustration, but it was a comfortable and enjoyable day.
‘By the way, how long has it been since I slept like this?’
A baby’s desire to sleep is really great, so if it feels a little bit of warmth, I slowly fall asleep.
It was a sweet time like honey for me, who couldn’t sleep properly due to insomnia.
When I was about to commit myself to sleep, which is more precious than jewels, I heard a sound that broke my peace.
“Dorodorothea!”
Loud noises outside the cradle. A voice that calls me strangely with a short tongue.
“Oh, my little sister!”
With an exhilarating greeting, his head popped up above the cradle.
“Did you sleep well?”
Blue eyes like the sea on a clear day, wavy platinum blonde hair, and chubby cheeks. My brother has lovely pink cheeks.
That is my dull older brother, Raymond Milanaire, who died once at my hand.
“I miss you, baby!”
Ray looked at me and smiled brightly.
His rosy cheeks were like peaches, and the scent of fresh milk wafted from him.
Pure, defenseless, round eyes were looking at me lovingly.
Yes, it was those eyes. The eyes that made me take the first step on the path of tyranny, are disgusting to look at.
“I will protect my baby.”
He was always the same.
The pure eyes shining brightly were so ridiculous that I snorted.
To protect me even though He died at my hands.
The rightful prince, Raymond Milanaire.
I killed him, my real brother, with my own hands and climbed the throne. The history of the tyrant Dorothea Milanaire began with his death.
The day I stabbed his heart. It seemed that the sensation was still vivid in this hand, as small as a maple leaf.
‘I can’t make the same mistake again in this lifetime.’
I killed Ray and usurped the throne.
It was the starting point of all my regrets.
I can’t kill him again.
I can’t be a tyrant again.
So, I don’t hate him and I have to endure whatever he does…
“It’s chewy and soft.”
Rey patted my face with a swaying force until my cheeks were ripped out.
have to be patient If you don’t want to kill him, you have to be patient…
“cute!”
My cheeks keep stretching out.
Eventually, my patience reached its limit.
“Aww!”
I cried loudly as if yelling and clenched Ray’s hand.
“baby! Cry!”
Perhaps the pinching hand hurt, Ray, let go of my hand in a hurry to find the nanny.
I’m trying to live a good life, but I don’t want you to touch me!
I stopped crying as soon as Ray let go.
There is no need to cause noise pollution by crying for no reason. But the nanny was startled and comforted me by holding me in her arms.
“Prince Ray!”
“I didn’t touch it hard…”
“The princess’ cheeks turned red!”
At the nanny’s bruise, Ray made a walnut chin and puckered her lips.
“But she’s so cute.”
Rey grabbed the nanny’s arm and stepped closer to look at me in her arms.
A round, pale face filled his vision.
Oh please.
As you can see from the fact that I killed Ray and took away the throne, I didn’t really like him. It’s because I didn’t like his dullness, frustration, and stupidity from the past. I couldn’t convince him that he had more than me on such a subject.
Therefore, it meant that I was sorry to have killed him, but I would not be happy to accept his hot breath on my face.
‘It’s unpleasant because it seems like a donkey is sniffing next to me.’
As she wrinkled her eyebrows because of her tight face, Rey smiled and pushed out his pink lips.
“Baby kiss!”
what?
The most terrible sound I’ve ever heard in my life put more than three times the strength in my forehead and crumpled as hard as I could.
However, the moist and soft feel touches the cheek. Ray touched my cheek and kissed me deeply until it made a squeaking sound.
Hell spreads out before your eyes.
My cheeks could not resist the slippery and unpleasant suction force and were sucked in.
‘Ugh! dirty!’
“Aww! Huaa!”
I struggled with as much dissatisfaction as I could. Rey was startled again by my crying and stepped back.
Please, God, take this guy out of my face so that I can live a good life this time!
Living a good life is not an easy task.
* * *
My growth was rapid.
I grew up the same height as other children but spoke earlier than others and walked earlier than others.
It was only natural that I, who already knew how to do it and practiced intentionally, was faster than others.
The nanny was amazed at the speed of my growth and was amazed every day. So was Ray.
“humanism? What is it?”
“People are the most important thing.”
“How does Dorothea know that? Look at your genius!”
Ray hugged me tightly.
He smelled of fresh grass, and his frizzy blonde hair fluttered and felt on my skin.
“Get away from me.”
“Dorothea is so small and cute, how do you know all those wonderful words?”
“I told you to let it go.”
“There is no other sweet and smart baby like Dorothea in the world!”
Ray grabbed the three-year-old me and hugged me. My tiny body was lifted into the air like a doll.
‘He is so strong!’
Ray, who was only five years old, was so strong that he even lifted me up and shook me up and down. Then, he sticks out his pink lips again and kisses my cheek Five times!
“Dirty!”
Unlike when I was a child, I could speak the language and express my thoughts accurately now.
I wiped it using the back of my hand where Rey’s lips had touched my cheek.
* * *
